i am stuck in such

i am stuck in such a rut. what if i don't get this Visa? i have a dossier an inch thick, and I still don't have everything the French consulate needs. i have to figure out a way to get to Atlanta pronto or i'll never get it. i'm stressing out about this whole moving to France thing. i know, i know, it will be great, its a great opportunity, chance of a lifetime, blah blah blah. but what if i get there and have no work, no money? and this taking classes again idea..am i nuts? its never worked out before, (is the FOURTH time the charm?) what the hell makes me think it will work in another country for christ sake? my problems will be the same, they'll just be Euro-problems. god, i suck.